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I open the door, my heart rate starts running fast

The urge to see that thing fall

It beats faster and faster

I wait anxiously to see it

My eyes are shining looking at the clouds

When suddenly...

A glance of what I was expecting the most

My heart gave it's last high beat

Followed by a tremendous smile

And it just slowed down

The vibrations of that powerful sound

Calmed and relaxed my body

Like an anesthetic

Wondering...

So alone yet so accompanied
Stuff from the past comes back in my mind
I want to take it off but it's hard
Want to break something as if it was my own head
To make it stop, even if it hurts.
Anything would do...

There is something missing
I don't really know what
Want to run away once again
But that just brings the possibility of losing something more
Like I've lost before.

I want to feel that freedom again
That one feeling
I was able to do anything
Whenever I wanted
No one would ruin that feeling...

Anipop Kyuu-Ti Video

E aqui têm o meu vídeo do Anipop Kyuu-Ti que decorreu nos passados dias 16, 17 e 18 de Setembro no Museu do Oriente!
Espero que gostem!

Kaboom!

Stuck Inside

I want to get out
I want to let it go out
This feeling I have inside
Some look at me as if I was another sad person
Because they can't see upon what they want
Others can see how I really feel
Angry...
Angry from not making it
From not being able to reach what I want
Angry about those that just ruin part of our futures
And others futures also
They make us afraid of what can come
Should I fight?
Should I even try fighting?
If I fight... Will it be worth it?
I don't know...
Let time pass
Maybe time itself can bring me answers
But what if time just steals my questions?
If I don't fight now
Time might just take my dreams away
Slowly...
In a way that only then, I will notice.
You know...
When you notice that it's too late
And what you wanted before is just... gone.

Painting and stuff

Gates and Boogey Man from Nightmare Before Christmas

When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives means the most to us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving much advice, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a gentle and tender hand. The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing, and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares.  Henri Nouwen

#New vids

- Bem parece que não pus aqui o meu último vlog de dia 29 de Julho xD



- Entretanto passei uma tardezinha com a Vanda e a Tsu e... mais um vid!



- Por último, o Farmer (guitarrista dos Hang The Traitor), propôs eu fazer um vid com uma das músicas deles em que de certa forma incluísse destruição so... Here you have it!



Kaboom!